This is my diary basically. I will be expressing my feelings and my experiences with things like faith, music, nostalgia, holidays/special occasions, and so many more things through these posts.
All posts will be saved in “Journal”!
Today when I woke up, the first thing I felt was sadness. This week marks another month that he is no longer here and all I can think about is how much I want to talk to him. I keep trying to ignore the feeling because I hate feeling this way, but for some reason my “For You” page on TikTok has been all about siblings—it’s causing me to reminisce about my brother. I have shared a room with my brother my whole life, so not sharing a room with him feels so empty and lonely. Being so close in age we did everything together. I don’t have any childhood memories without him and every time I think or see something that reminds me of our childhood—I get so depressed because I know that I am the last person to carry these memories 🙁