Introduction
Disclaimer: I am not a professional! Just a girl who misses her big brother and struggling to accept it 🙁
Hi! My name is Lia and I lost my big brother early 2026. I have since then struggled to move on and accept it. I was “lucky” enough to have never experienced a pain so intense until this year. I decided to create this website as a way to track my journey and hopefully help some with such a heartbreaking experience. I am catholic and I am Mexican so a lot of my experiences will be related to that culture/life.
Why did I make this website?
I originally made this website so I could express my feelings without feeling so trapped in my head. Its been a rough couple of months and the longer I hold it in the more I feel my brain collapsing. Everyday feels like a struggle and it’s a struggle I don’t want to deal with. I think about all the bad choices that can make me feel so much better my life so much easier.
How will this website help others?
The truth is I don’t know but I wish I had people I could speak to about it this without making them feel sad or awkward about my feelings. I hate expressing myself to my family because I constantly feel like they are invalidating my feelings. This makes it difficult to open up about everything has been attacking me all at one. There might be things that I do on my journey that can possibly help some.
Posts
These posts will basically be my “diary” entries. I will be expressing my feelings and my experiences with things like faith, music, nostalgia, holidays/special occasions, and so many more things through these posts.
All posts will be saved in “Journal”!
The Funeral
My brothers funeral was exactly one week after his death. My sister and I planned his entire funeral because of ….